Awas!

 Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Lately, I was too rajin to update my blog, perhaps I've a lot leisure time nowadays.

But some are not satisfied of what and for who I am.

Even though you keep your distance away and being too careful, it is not an option for you to be excluded from being criticized. 

For being who you are, few people still make harsh statement for no reason. 

Why?

Because they live in a lame way. Sad, isn't?

But, for now, I still can stand the slaughter but I don't know until when I can endure all those jerks keep saying behind my back.

You know, when you have something to say, say it to me. Maybe it is harsh but at least I know and I can improve. You know, we learn from our past, that shape us towards the better. 

Talking at the back doesn't 

Indeed, Allah does not let you alone, still, there are some new friends here are very kind and always put their hands on my shoulder.  When the jerks complain about me, they are there. I was like...thank you. 

But talking bad about me in front of the clerks at the administration is not good. Words spread. They're not like coins that you throw in the oceans, they're not returning back. But words, they fluctuate to you back. 

To conclude, 

I am sad.

Yang benar,

Si Sedih.

Cepat

Tak pernah aku rasakan yang masa itu berlalu dengan perlahan.
Ye, benar, masa itu emas. Setuju.
Bangun, tidur, kerja, dan begitulah hari-hari selepasnya.

Kadang-kadang tertanya-tanya, apa yang kau nak dalam hidup yang singkat ini.
Masih lagi dalam pengembaraan mencari apa yang tidak pasti.
Tapi yang pasti doa itu tidak putus di bibir memohon agar dipermudahkan segala urusan.
Walaubagaimanpun kita, tunjang utama perlu kukuh.
Agamamu dan maruahmu.
Islam agamaku dan kebenaranku.
Sering kali ku titipkan doa agar hati ini tidak berbolak-balik.
Bumi juga makin tua, menunggu masa untuk mati.
Aku takut akan pengangkhiranku yang hanya Allah yang tahu.

Moga tergolong dalam golongan yang beriman.

Sekian.

Btw; tak sangka ada lagi yang sudi membaca blog ni.
Terima kasih.